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1)Monolith
None
2)Dig
Dig, bury me, underneath, everything that I am, rearanging
Dig, bury me, underneath, everything that I was, slowly changing
I would love to beat the face of any mother f*ck*r thats thinking they can change me
White knuckles grip, pushing through for the gold
If you want a piece of me I broke the mother f*ck*n' mold
I'm drowning, in your wake
sh*t rubbed, in my face
Teething, on concrete
Gums bleeding
I struggled in violated space, sellout mother f*ck*rs in the biz trying to f*ck me
Run from their t's rated pg insight
I ain't selling my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid, in my space
P*ss*ng, in my face
F*ck you, while you try
To f*ck me
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me halp you chain the weights onto your legs
Get the plank f*ck
Wish you were commiting suicide
Sucking on a mother f*ck*n' tailpipe
Dead dangling from a type rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel
Bombs Away!
This song is about change and how their not going to change their ways for anyone.
3)Internal Primates Forever
Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in,
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget,
They ride upon my back and they'll f*ck me with their need,
My invisible enemies all my monkeys
Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me away.
Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need can't get free always got a grip on me
There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance
Do you want more give it to me
Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience
Don't want it need it come on right now
(chorus voice 2)
Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face
Help! They won't leave me alone
If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back
If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back,
I'd take it back I'd take it all f*ck*n' back
Stay away stay away
Hold me I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep
There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance
Even if you want you can't stop
Internal primates forever
This song is about drug addiction.
4)-1
Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen behind the doors to a life meaningless less than 0 in me all my walls falling down pains aloft misery
I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of sh*t bitterness walk from me everything systematically
Come on youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream
Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of me your taunting I wake up
Come on youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up sh*t inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Tell me nOW!
Tell me nOW!
Pain misery distress dismal know where depressed idiot failure
In me......calling......loser......man I'm the
Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I am....in me....
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me,
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me,
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me
Come on
I know youweretheone youweretheone
Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision
Don't need you to tell me who to be
Don't need you to tell me what to be
Don't need you to tell me how to ascend
Don't need you to tell me how to live
5)Death Blooms
Cold seems crippling, lame meandor through corridors
Aroma's thick with age, mark off the day
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure thats collapsing, don't want it
Cast into maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me
Past has found its place, salvation is no more
Will god except my peace, which will pardon me
I just want to run around, fly kites, wrestle, jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore, memories in me, cocooned in misery
I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time, recieve me or cast me away
God please take me away
Resistance, fultile, suicidal ideas, I will crucify my own being
Satisfy selfish deeds, f*ck the deities
Justify my own right to whats waiting for me
on the other side, the time has come, lock and load
I'm coming home
Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in
Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in
Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure thats collapsing, don't want it
Cast into maker take the body, don't want it , don't want in
Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it
Cast into maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me
I just want to run around, fly kites, wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore, memories in me, cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes, soul sores to the other plain
Existence past the door, sail through purgatory's bay
I asked a god for poison, cradle me
Sown to their dreams, soul searching
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Held in god's hands, death blooms
Dark for fear of failure, an inner gloom as wide as an eye of fermenting
Roiling hate, death grip in my veins
Unveiling rancid petals, flowering forth foul nectar
Space between a blink and a tear, death blooms
6)Golden Ratio
None
7)Cradle
Breathe...
Push...
...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now
you were never there for me never there to carry me,
26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to
Me
I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment
It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering,
What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by myself
Look at me now, a piece of sh*t like you.
Look at me now, you left me so f*ck you.
Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone.
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left.
Feels like I've never been loved.
Everybody leaves me, never gave a sh*t about me.
Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone.
I don't give a f*ck about you, go the f*ck away .
Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar.
Innocence displaced.
Been left.
Here I stand now and I'm alone,
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, I'll .
I'll walk through as long as I need.
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me.
Found I've never needed you to push through
All the sh*t that stacks up inside of my life.
Endless plight that circulates through my body.
I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind and renounce my being.
I can't see going on.
I can't see
I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering.
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please,
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me.
I'll get by myself
I can't see going on f*ck it.
This song is about Kud's 'bad dad'.
8)Nothing To Gein
Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away
With my love, that's all she's ever needed from me
It's my time, to mother
One of my own, in my life
I am so alone left with no one, in my life
I'm so alone
Life submissiveness, hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boys best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man, taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is meaningless, I'm just a soiled dirty boy
Just a soiled dirty boy
Sheltered life innocence
Insulated memories, spark reflections in my head
Duality in my consciousness
And caught in the war of hemispheres
Between love lost in my head
Mommy do you still live inside of me
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding
Protected me my whole life from everything
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face
Deliver the remains from her womb of earth,
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth,
Covert understanding of novice surgery,
I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need
For sickness I'm masticating,
Dancing and masturbating,
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face
If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I drench myself in others blood am I sick,
If I bathe myself in others blood
Blame mother for the sickness,
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself..
Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far away,
Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is meaningless
I'm so soiled
Soiled
9) Mutatis Mutandis
None
10) Everything and Nothing
We swallow the spit,
Steal acceptance lend denial,
Telling me that my life is free and boundless,
Then I'm forced to stay between the lines,
They construct death to demolish life,
Plant the seeds to harvest loss,
Found empty truth is full of lies,
We're hoping for despair,
Starvation's gluttony,
Subtle chaotic peace,
War divided unity,
Pro life, pro choice,
Blinded insight,
Left wing, right wing,
Black, white,
Leaders following,
I am everything I am nothing,
Stop f*ck*n' with me, I'm the accused I'm not the enemy
You're so confused no way you could enlighten me,
No freedom trapped in slavery, deceitful honesty mother f*ck*n' human not a machine
Lay your hands upon me,
In search for answers inviting,
Constant struggle inside me,
Guide me through this nothing that's everything
I am everything I am nothing
11) Severed
And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, hate, they'll shove love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality
Come on, step out of your mind, assemble strength, focus.
Release and run to me, you can never look back to the visions from our past they fade and wilt in time,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,
Then I turn and walk away
Eclipse you,
Bleed you, strip you, of your states of ain soph aur
Eclipse you,
Spit up on my plate, push everything away from me
(chorus voice 2)
Cut you away!
And we sever all ties,
It creates disruption midst circle of friends,
I become the sacrifice,
So spare your life and leave me to my misery
Get off the cross, and save yourself, run away
Run now get away from me if I can't get a grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head you'll never get away,
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments of my past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away.
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,
Then I turn and walk away
I walk under clouds of gray,
Sphere of storms in my head,
I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
I'm divorcing every mother f*ck*n' thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshift harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy
I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the need
I divorce iniguity,
In this mother f*ck*n' b*llsh*t life,
Just want it all to go away,
Just want to run away to die,
Take it, myself, my life
Textbook f*ck*n' mental, off me and pitch me in a hole
In this mother f*ck*n' b*llsh*t life
In this f*ck*n' b*llsh*t life
I'll always be your shadow,
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,
I can't be the hero anymore,
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit up on my plate as I sever the entity
And I feel your warm sun on my face,
Seperate...
Eclipse you,
Bleed you, strip you, of your states of ain soph aur
I need you,
It's always been this way, I'll push everything away from me
12) Recombinant Resurgence
None
13) Prod
Emotions inside us troubling,
The hatred inside us escalating,
The sickness inside us keeps us weak,
The masses inside of us suffering they are bleeding,
The calling inside us sick with greed,
The voices calling to us deafening we're not listening
Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the necks
Swat at the flies omit disgust
The leaders inside us posturing,
The pollution inside of us suffocating me,
The science inside us menacing
The will that's inside of us its dying end is coming
Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the necks
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess
Wash me off inside, wash me off inside
We're killing ourselves killers
G*dd*mn we f*ck*d up the circumstance,
Too late to save us from ourselves,
Callous minds against trust and confidence,
Too late to give a damn now
Too late to save us from ourselves, too late to make it all go away,
Too late to beg pardons from the mother, too late to give a damn
Now we'll sit and wait
Wait wait for the coming. of the end
Wait for the coming the killing the ending the plight of man
Deserving no mercy expelling by god's hand,
It's okay the ending it's over no more pain .
Emotion the hatred the sickness the calling
14) Pharmaecopia
Does your god come in a capsule,
To sedate you tear the walls down,
Headless prison cannibals chew,
to consume you bring the alien,
Halcium and morphine,
5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyltryptamine,
Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin, histomine,
Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD,
Ayahuasca, harmine give it all to me I want it
These are just a few of my favorite things
Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogaine, dopeamine,
Tetra-hydro-chloride, atenolol,
Amanita muscaria,
Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine,
Cylotec and harmaline
Give it all to me I want it
Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you,
Tear the walls down, headless prison,
Cannibals chew to consume you,
Bring the alien
Kill the alien!
Kill your alien!
You can't kill me,
I'm already dead
Inside my hole,
Inside my head,
We just beg for any way to be sedated,
It's all about escaping,
Numb to me,
Numb body from this hell,
I can feel them pushing, I can feel them pulling
I can feel them holding, I can feel them moving,
I can feel them prying, I can feel them prodding,
I can feel them breathing, I can feel them digging
I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them scoping,
I can feel them living, I can feel it,
Consume, take in, plunging, plumbing,
Instruments prying, aliens inside me,
Tooling the machine,
Intoxicating,
Feel it unfolding, riddles in me
It's all about escaping, we just beg for any way to get away
Who do you bow down to, does your god come in a capsule or on a plate
They're trying to sedate you, swallow self and bring out the alien
You can't kill me, I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
15) Under My Skin
Nailed inside my head,
F*ck this I don't need your sh*t,
All the lies deceit and arrogance,
Talk your sh*t like my life is some kinda game,
Like you f*ck*n' know me,
Just go far away and be small,
Run far away and be small,
Go lie in a hole and be small,
Thorns, splinters, pushing,
Under my skin,
They want in,
Sharpened tongue to penetrate me,
If you really think you got what it takes to be me,
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being,
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me,
Well make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of the freak,
That is me, f*ck*r, come on,
Disturb, search me, prying up all my scales
To get in lance the core to penetrate me,
So you want inside of me,
So you want a piece of this,
So you want to tear me down, for your own selfish wants and needs
Disturb, search me, prying, up all my scales,
To get in, lance the core to penetrate me,
So you want inside of me
So you want a piece of me,
So you want to drag me down,
For your own selfish wants and needs
You were there like a punk,
Just to get in my face,
Wanted in me wanted to be
Till I gave you a taste
Don't need your g*dd*mn pressure
Frontin' stress I'm superman mother f*ck*r
Without the "s" on my chest
Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you purple and black
On your back drop your *ss like a heart attack
Rippin' through your life like a mother f*ck*n'
Hurricane fist full of Novocain for the pain
You're nothing in my life in my head
You're nothing in my life in my land
Nailed inside my head
You're under my f*ck*n' skin!
I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry
And threaten place always in my face I think it's time for them to
Go away always in my f*ck*n' space,
Always in my scene always in my sight,
Always in my way
You're dead to me punk *ss f*ck .
There's nothing left
16) (k)Now F(orever)
Frozen moments in time,
Stopped hourglass,
They predicate, what you will know,
Dispositions lie within,
And so do we,
Don't want to run.
Don't want to hide,
Renounce the prayers for inspiration,
If you dictate what I will be
Then smash my face upon the concrete I'm weary,
I feel the stares piercing,
So sorry to soil your precious eyes,
Reflections spoon-feed you,
The bitterness and disgust that is me,
If you choose to reach out to lend to me,
I'll chew off your hand
I'm not beggin' for your f*ck*n' change
I'm not beggin' for your f*ck*n' change
I'm in touch with myself,
All alone within myself,
All one. Alone
Do what you will make it the whole of your law,
Burn down the faith that shadows life
And take a deeper look inside of what makes you
Pull down the shades internal light can be blinding
Brilliance
I'm not begging for your f*ck*n' change,
I'm just begging for a f*ck*n' change,
Complacence quenched of me
Lineage is ending
I am that, once was me, rising upward, guts wrenching
Sculpted cold, blistering, break the mold, sever me
Cut your throat, be the martyr, bitter pills, that we swallow,
Take me, chase me, swallow with me
Know, now, know, now
Inside of truth, coming to, close to me, ground consumes and embraces me
Now forever
Born again,
I'm repositioning,
Self inside to self non-dimensional,
Lost to being,
I've recognized the cause,
Existence to come, alive now forever
I am once was
...that is me
I am once was,
That is me
I'm broken altered vacillating force,
Round square corners circles dance around wet figures,
Prisoner of time I'm no more,
Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing,
It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in time
17) Lethal Dosage
None
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